July 09, 2007
boogery bob.
dear diary;
i am frustrated, emotionally and sexually. yargh. i kinda wish summer was over already just cuz im dying of absolute boredom. being trapped in a house 24/7 sure as hell is not healthy. i try keeping myself busy but it gets old after a while. all i ever do now is eat and sleep. i feel like im just using sleep to get away from being bored and this is probably why i haven't been able to sleep well lately. im getting too much of it. i want a job but i haven't gotten any call backs besides ae and that one i couldn't even make it to the interview. blah im annoyed, easily irrtated, just pretty much FRUSTRATED. i want to see my boyfriend. i really miss seeing him almost everyday. i miss sleeping in the same bed as him. thats the feeling i miss the most. i wanna just cuddle and feel safe at night. makes me sad that im going to have to wait another 2 months before thats going to happen. i really miss spending time with Jason. its one of my favorite things to do. and what sucks more is now we never have any time alone. blah with all this shit hopefully it'll all get better.
--10:12 PM
♥naevon