09.17.2004
im tired.
dear diary;
im so sick & tired of school already. & it hasnt even been a month yet. ferk i think im doing really bad. actually i know im doing really bad. im starting off this year with really bad grades & im already not doing homework. shit its too early for that! grr i cant wait til this year is over. why is it when it comes to the year that really counts im doing bad?? theres only one class i actually look forward to going to. & thats physio. also ceramics. two easy classes. i dont like the rest. right now i cant handle the work load. ive been staying up so late at night working on homework. im scared because ive been getting these really bad head aches lately. i think its due to the lack of sleep. i hope. ive been trying to be in bed by 10 & that hasnt happened yet. actually yesterday i got to bed pretty early, i was knocked out by 9 30. i had a good sleep? i actually got my full eight hours. but its not enough. i always look forward to the end of the week now & hate it when the week starts. lol im just tired already.
monday dance class! yay im excited (=
i made my first ceramics piece! its a pinch bowl. im almost done with it all i have to do is paint it & yea im done woohoo. i put little stars on it (= i like it i like it. lol i finally went to the mall today & shockingly i walked out of there without buying anything! wow thats a first. haha i went to serramonte & hung out with the cousin & her boyfriend & friends. i felt like such a third wheel. lol whatever its kool because ingrid is the best cousin ever who didnt leave me. lol i went into hollister & wanted to buy something but im trying to save my money because i spent it all on marine world & buying lunch at school. hah i just cant resist the food its goooood. lol i finally talked to jason today after what seemed like ages. lol ahh my head is hurting again. i need to get off this machine. til next time. byeee
--8:54 PM
♥naevon