09.29.2004
fading into the darkness
dear diary;
im talking to you,
but do you hear me?
i tell you how i feel,
but are you really listening?
we said nothing would change,
but they did.
are we still even friends?
i still care, i hope you know.
i just miss you...
im scared to tell you how i feel. im scared of what you might say. im scared i've lost you. maybe you havent said anything because you feel the same way?
edit
i went to the doctors today because i scared my mom yesterday when i told her my chest hurts when i breathe. she thought i had brochitus [sp?] so she took me to the doctors this morning. found out i just have a sinus infection. now im on some antibiotics. hopefully i get better by next week. i feel much better today then i did yesterday. i just felt like shit yesterday. i couldnt function properly. i just didnt have any energy. but todays better.
[edit october 01]
The night was empty.
The clock was ticking.
The lights were fading.
He sat alone, his legs dangling over the water.
The smell of vices lingered around him.
The tip burned his fingers.
He was immune.
She watched behind the willow tree.
Her heart was hollow. Sore.
She had been bruised so many times before.
Tonight was no different.
She was immune.
The night was empty.
The clock was ticking.
The lights were fading.
But neither made a move to change.
written by michelle
i like it.
--4:48 PM
♥naevon