10.06.2004
watching the days go by, waiting for the day you come back to me.
dear diary;
today has been a great day off from school.(= now i feel refreshed&realaxed & i am actually looking forward to going to school tomorow. thats a change from the normal hatred i have for school. anwyays today ive been reorganizing my filing cabinet because i just noticed how messy ive let it get. i was sorting through all my old work&what not from freshman year&sophomore year. i found some interesting things. i read this convo that i had with karen on the back of my math binder freshman year&i found a whole bunch of pictures that my friends&i drew all over when we were bored probably. i threw out or actually i recycled a lot of work from last year. i did really good last year at school. hmm i dont know about this year. im doing fine i guess. whatever its just the beginning. anyways as i was going through my stuff i found letters from maricris&a whole bunch of pictures that we drew when we were bored on the computer. theyre very interesting. haha i was having fun reorganizing. it all looks so pretty now&i can actually find my things. haha i also found a letter from michelley&val. i read them&they're from eighth or seventh grade. i dont remember. it was funny cuz val was talking about nsync&together. hah i couldnt stop laughing. so after reorganizing stuff i started homework&actually got a lot done. speaking of homework i must go&work on it again. ive put it off long enough. haha laterr
you know what i just realized, i havent used the phone the whole day! wow thats amazing. hah maybe its because ive had no one to talk to..hmm maybe...haha
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i really dont know anymore. im sitting here waiting. people said give it time. so i am. im waiting&waiting. im almost ready to give up. but theres just something holding me back. i dont know what it is, but theres something there.
--3:49 PM
♥naevon