06.23.2005
bipolar or what?
dear diary;
so so so i have been up and down and up and down all over again this entire week. and now i think im finally stable. i had a damn good talk yesterday with my aunt. and i came to a lot of conclusions. i looked back at everything that has happened to me and learned a whole shitload from it. and i can say that i am happy (: i love my family and friends. i love my parents so much and i am so thankful for everything. they have just been so great.
so today was awesome. i went to el movies with the two losers. :p just kidding you know i love ya'll :p hm i think feelings are starting to come back. i dont know right now but today helped me alot to figure out how im feeling. hm yea. (:
so i can officially say that i am over him. i read his xanga and after reading it i can honestly say that im damn happy for him and i hope everything works out for him. as long as hes happy im happy. (: and i wish him the best with everything.
aye so much random feelings. and everythings finally coming back together. life is great. i couldnt ask for more. im not going to do anything to screw up what i have because im finally realizing how lucky i really am. i love you all. (:
--7:59 PM
♥naevon