07.06.2005
boys have smp.
dear diary;
so i wanted to write in this thing yeseterday buut it was being a pain in my ass so i couldnt. well whatever. haha i totally forgot what i wanted to write about. well anyways vegas was fucking awesome. it was really hot and yucky but i loved it. i kinda got tan? somewhat. i missed everyone tho. i really wish marcriz couldve gone with me because i know i wouldve had more fun. oh well mexico next year for my birthday! yeaaa baby. thats gonna be some fun shit. my parents are the best. i love them to death. i talked to my tita a lot while we were there. omg im growing up. thats scary. haha all i can say is that i cant wait until im 18 and driving with my damn license. i need my independence but as of now my parents are giving me my freedom and i sort of have that independence. my mom and dad are the coolest. (: damn i never thought i would be saying that. haha
so last night while i was writing in my poor journal that ive forgotten about i had some sort of...epiphany. i guess you could call it an epiphany. anyways yea it was weird. i just started thinking back to the past few weeks. and realized omg, i like him. ahh okay i like him. but im gonna take things slow. im no longer confused. i like him. okay yes i do. and let me emphasize the SLOW part again. lol i just dont want to rush into things and i want to do things right with my parents. everything with them is great and i dont want to screw things up. :p
omg so next year, mexico that is going to be the bomb diggity fashigadee! ahh i talked to my dad about it and he was like maybeee. but if my tita reeza goes then he'll probably be cool with it. :p im excited. so whos invited? you marcriz, youkatie and youchelle +jason and martin? and anyone else that i think is cool. haha :p ahh cant wait.
okay i really should get all pretty and made up for pictures. hm but i dont wear make up. haha oh well i'll find something to do.
goodbye loves.
--10:54 AM
♥naevon