07.10.2005
boys make me go crazy.
dear diary;
ehh walking can kill you. haha no not really. my body still hurts from walking well plus yesterday i had to help clean the damn courtyard which took forever.
anyways yea so last night was weird. everything and i mean everything was making me cry. i have no fucking idea why. i just felt really sad. so i just went to sleep. sleeping, i guess, is my way to not think about anything and its how i get away from things. but i hate waking up sometimes because then i remember what i was thinking about the night before and then it just sucks.
i dunno. im so eh right now. i feel happy and i am happy with everything in my life. im just really bleh with someone right now. i still havent talked to him about anything and i feel like hes avoiding the subject. and now i feel weird bringing it up. gah i dunno, now im confused all over again. god i hate being so mixed up. grr at boys.
--12:02 PM
♥naevon