July 28, 2005
douche bag.
dear diary;
yea for some reason those two words wont stop playing in my head. anyways i think im getting my period soon. maybe thats why ive been getting so damn irritated with everyone. and the mood swings. i'll be happy talking to somone one second then i'd wanna hang up on them because they got boring or annoying. hahah man i hate being pre menstrual. screws up everything in your body plus your mood. yea, it is such a mood killer.oh god i feel the cramps coming on. oh and i just love how you get your period on the weekend that youre going to a party or hanging out with friends. that just totally kills everything.
so ive been pretty busy for the past couple of weeks. i was only home monday this week and i was bored. but ive been working so its cool. ive been super tired tho. so much walking around and just eh working. haha tomorrow is going to be my relax and just hang out with the girls day. im looking forward to it. i need it. then saturday is party time. my sister is turning 8. woo go sab. damn everyones growing up so fucking fast.
so ive been pretty worried about him. buut i dunno. i think hes okay, something is just telling me to keep my head up. and that things are arrite for him. i guess its that connection we have. i still cant get over that one day when i had that sudden memory of him. it was just so weird cuz as i said before, it felt like he was standing right next to me. thats kinda scary. but i felt secure at that moment. i dunno it was just weird but at the same time i liked it. but yea i just hope that he still wants to talk. as i said im just waiting patiently.
--5:19 PM
♥naevon