October 26, 2005
so over you and moving on.
dear diary;
yay okay i just finished working on my formal lab for physics which was quite easy. now i can start working on my poetry essay...at home. haha im too lazy to actually start doing it now. i could've done it yesterday buuuuuut seeing as ive got senioritis bad, i didnt do it. whatever i have all night tonight.
anyways im really bored and at school. i dont like faculty days because it just makes my day even longer. i dont actually get to go to class until 12. erg. oooh yea i went to the haunted house with ashley and rosie today. that was fun. haha someone chases you out at the very end and i was hella laughing cuz we were trying to figure out who the hell that was. then i think it was cat who was standing in front of us when we were trying to get out. haha tard. it was funny cuz we kept tripping over everything. haha. oh man mercy haunted houses arent scary. its funny. haha
halloween! yay im excited cuz we get to dress up as the seven dwarfs. haha yea our retarded spelling but hey it works. we still need to make our shirts sometime this weekend. cuz halloween is monday. woo yea. i think im on candy duty? or im hanging out with coop? i dont know yet. damn i really wanted to go to fright fest on saturday but i think that its pretty much a no go. oh well next year. same exact crap i said last year when we didnt go. hah.
yay friday its michelleys seventeenth birthday! oh you young one. lol we're going to luncho then bowling? yes please [: should be fun! hmm rosie wtfeeze are we getting that woman?? we needa go shopping now! haha i love shopping for other people, its fun.
so hows life? facking great. [: and i dont mean that sacastically. lol besides college stress everythings good. i love my friends and crazy family. they keep me going and happy. [: im so moving on and trying to forget the past. although you really can't forget the past so scratch that im just moving on to a whole new part of my life. dwelling on the past isn't good cuz it might just bring up some bad stuff that you really dont want to start thinking about. the past few days i've been going crazy. well not crazy cuckoo like im a psychotic freak crazy just stressed out crazy. haha i tried to be nice and end things okay but someone just had to snap back at me. whatever its just the way they are and i can't hold on to being mad because im not the type of person who holds GRUDGES. cuz seriously life is too short and holding grudges gets you no where. i admit i am pretty ed at what he said in the email but hey as i said i cant be mad forever and staying mad won't do anything for me so im just not going to think about it. its funny cuz even tho i was saying i was really mad i was still smiling the entire time cuz at the same time im happy. yea im weird but thats just the way i am, so deal with it. arrite beezy!? hahah
but yea i really am happy now cuz i have the best friends and family. you all are my number one support and thank you. [: andddd im especially happy cuz i have louis [: who is awesome even tho he drives me insane sometimes and i know i do the same to him :p haha but i still love him none the less. lol annnndddd duhhh im really extra super dee duper happy cuz i have my marcrizzle dizzle! my sister from another set of parents. hahah yes i love you coop. thanks for everything and always being there. you've seriously me seen me at my best and worst. i love you sistaaaa! haha
okay okay okay this entry is long enough. i shall finish up the homework i shouldve been doing instead of typing in this. haha
goodbye fools.
--10:14 AM
♥naevon